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<You won't admit you love me
And so, how am I ever
To know
You always tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps>
(Yukito)
Akizuki-san gave me that *look* again today.
That smug little,
'Touya-kun's-gonna-be-mine-and-there's-nothing-you-can-do-about-it'
look. I
didn't know what to do, but then again I never do.
I'm always too lost in
shock whenever she pops up to do or say much of
anything. Instead I smile
and hope that no one notices how lost I am.
I wonder if it was the same for Akizuki-san as
it was for me. Love at first
sight. I've even caught Sakura-chan's friend
blushing at you. To-ya, you
really don't know the effect you have on people.
I thought maybe you liked me, but just as I was
working up the courage to say
something *she* showed up. Kaho Mizuki-san. And
she was beautiful,
graceful, sophisticated and mysterious. Everything
that I'm not. Instead I
eat too much, talk too much, and now I'm even tired
all of the time. How
could you ever love me?
But stillÖSometimes there's something in
the way you look at me, something in
the way your hand brushes my cheek. But I'm too
afraid to say anything.
Maybe I'm seeing what isn't there.
<A million times I've asked you
And then, I ask you over
Again, you only answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps>
(Touya)
There are days that I could kill Akizuki. I
think she has a special
annoyance homing device. She always seems to know
just when Yuki and I are
alone, just when I'm about to tell himÖk'so.
I told him that I'd talk to him
later. He only smiled vaguely and nodded.
Sometimes I think that smile of yours will drive
me insane, Yuki. I can
never tell what you're thinking. I can never tell
how you feel. Your smile
is for everyone, me, Sakura, even the gaki in her
class. Is it selfish of me
to want that smile, to want you, all to myself?
For all I know you could be
in love with my little sister!
<If you can't make your mind up
We'll never, get started
And I don't want to wind up
Being Parted
Brokenhearted>
I have to know how you feel. I have to tell
you. But I'm so afraid to. I
love you so much, more than I've ever loved anyone.
Could you possible know
how much I want to touch you, hold you, run my
hands through your silver hair?
But I've thought I was in love before. I
thought I was in love with Kaho.
And it hurt so much when I found out that she
didn't feel the same. When she
said, 'it's been fun, now let's say goodbye.' I
don't know if I could take
that for a second time. If you didn't feel about
me the way I feel about
you. But I can't stay like this either. I have to
know how you feel, and I
have to tell you that I love you.
<So if you really love me
Say yes
But if you don't dear
Confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps>
(Yukito)
It's not fair to ask you to love me. You
deserve someone so much better. I
have so many secrets, so many masks. So many that
even I don't know them all
anymore. How can I ask you to love me when
everything that you think I am is
a lie? Maybe it would be better for you if I
simply faded out of your life.
<Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps>
But I can't. I'm far too selfish for that. I
can't imagine life without
seeing you every day. Without looking up into
those midnight blue eyes,
seeing your smile. Very few people ever see that
smile. Sakura-chan, your
father, and me. For this I am lucky. You have let
me into your heart, if
only as a friend. I can't help but worry that your
heart still belongs to
her. I don't understand how someone could have
seen your smile and turned
away. I wish I can be the one to take away your
pain.
<If you can't make your mind up
We'll never, get started
And I don't want to wind up
Being Parted
Brokenhearted>
(Touya)
How did you capture my heart? Just when was it
that I stopped thinking of
you as a friend, and started thinking of you as
something more? You're a
mystery to me Yuki. There's so many reasons that
this shouldn't work. So
many reasons why I shouldn't love you. You're not
even human. You haven't
told me, but I can sense it. And I know that it
ought to matter.
But it doesn't. Nothing does. The only thing
that matters is the way I feel
when I'm with you. I can really be myself with
you. Now if only you'd let
down your guard and be yourself with me. I swear
that I would never hurt
you. All I need is some time alone. Just five
minutes alone, and I'll be
able to tell you.
<So if you really love me
Say yes
But if you don't dear
Confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps>
<Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps>
<Perhaps>
Ore
<Perhaps>
Omae ga
<Perhaps>
Suki.
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